Hi,
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I try to get out, but they pull me back in..."
Nowhere is it written that it's good to intentionally abuse machinery. The harder you use it, the faster you'll use it up!
An engine and drivetrain is a symphony of moving parts. Step up the cadence, and you inevitably shorten it's lifespan. There are only so many cycles that these various parts are designed to achieve, push beyond this threshold, and the machine will breakdown short of the anticipated life cycle...
Happy Motoring!... Jim'99